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CAUTION.
Turn up, tune on, drown life.
Dreams are interludes. Love is a pesky captor. I am a meek hostage. Of both. Of the former, voluntarily. Of the latter, subconsciously.
I bat my eyes, became otherwordly. I counted my blessings, seduced a stranger. There's nothing wrong with being happy. I saw through the sickness.
And I woke in the morning. And I knew that life had passed me by. I called out a warning.
"Don't ever let life pass you by."
After practically getting beat up by four children (ages 3-5), I ran outside and yelled "I'm aliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiive!"
Then.. I realized...
...I was at a funeral home.
Maybe I was hoping for something more by the end of your cigarette.
This year, I will stop looking.
...for things that don't exist.
I've chosen not to sort my feelings out. But I guess the bottom line is that there are feelings to sort. No governing indifference towards what's to be. I don't know where I am. I don't know if anything is okay. I don't know if it'd be bold to take the leap or just plain idiotic.
*EDIT: It's idiotic.